i dont know why, but i suddenly missed Qin Feng lately.
it just came very abruptly she appeared in my conciousness and i keep thinking of her and remembering the days we were together back then.
she is a very special person to me. she is understanding, caring, self-independent...
i just cant relieve myself for choosing to let her go...

im still not sure why we broke up... It was during my sec 4 and i was busy preparing for my o'lvl and she was facing n'lvl.
we used to go to library to study together, almost everyday.
Anderson sec library was a rather quiet place, because for some unknown reasons Andersonians do not visit the library frequently.
so Qin feng and i became to main regulars of the library.
alomost everyday u can find the 2 of us taking a table in the corner to study together.

i still remember uncle George, the library tenant.
he is a kind and hospitable person. he welcome all students to come to library to study and he ordered biscuits for us.
the almond seeds biscuits were the favorite choice to Qin Feng and i.

and things were going fine... and so on... and we were still doing fine...

until when the exams were less than in a month...
we kinda suddenly stop being together...
she hanged around with her usual cliques, and i with mine...
we still see each other everyday... but we just chat with each ther less and less...
and then one day we popped the question... "maybe its better for us to be just friends?"

i used to think that maybe its because we got together too often, that we were uninteresting in each others anymore... or was it that we both dont really have each other in heart... there was someone else i truely loved, though i did liked her then.
whatever the reason... we broke up...

i dont love her, but i just miss her now...