i feel noble when i tell ppl that i support environmental conservation.

my exams were finally all over, 2 weeks ago, and the results returned were quite positive, meaning that i managed to clear my requirements to promote to jc2 next year.
however, not all of my classmates are as lucky as me. quite a few of them didnt pull off this round, including... zixian, kahui...
really feel very sorry for them, and sad that we may be be able to stay in the same class next year, if our ct dont help to push them up.
hope they get promoted and we can stay together next year.

for now, im trying to find a job, cos my savings are running low, cos of someone, who keep asking me out and drained my savings... zzz
i need to quickly get myself employed and replenish my savings.
jia you

sometimes i find myself contradicting. im not who i am inside as who i claimed myself as, its a tough battle between consciousness and desires. its hard consistently keeping ration over one's animal instinct. u know that u shouldnt do something but ur heart yearns for it, the inner struggle constantly occurs within ones mind and exhaust his energy and erodes his determination.
however tough it is, i strive to persevere and keep to my stand, so as to move myself on to be a better man.

and i should not do anymore kiddish stuff, im already grown up, and i insist that one's emotional and physical maturity should match.
there are too many immatured adults around, and i will not become one of them.