life without a goal is is like a fly without its toll...( does it sound sensible? bleahz... im cheena pls... dun flame me for my substandard english)

i cannot bring myself to trust ppl. i have completely lost faith in everybody after what i had experienced... what happened was no longer important... its that little hope i have for light that was disintegrated... ppl just cannot be trusted... including myself... cos we are selfish... its always our self-interest that we prioritise... dis nobody can deny...
zzz... back to my bloggin mood...

its been long time since i logged on to msn and stayed for more than 2 min... actually i wan to tok to ppl... i miss my frens... though its already 1am now...

the 1st person to invite me for a chat is Yismine... i miss her lots lots lots... we talked a lot abt our s210... the days we had n the fun we shared... i miss everyone in s210... how can i ever forget the memory we created together in mjc... the movies, the lectures, the songs, the cheers, the breakfasts... lots lots lots more...

next person to invite me for chat was Susanna... its weird how we had became from normal hi-bye frens to close confidants to now normal frens again... the work of fate i suppose... we help each other through our difficult times in life... and this frenship i will keep in my heart...

third person was Keith... dis sucker bro of mine... cant discribe him... well what is common between us is dat we both are easygoing ppl... we are not the assertive type... chatting with him is always pleasant... void of pressure... can talk abt anything n he will always be so hearty...

next was HuiYu... its been 3 months since i last seen her... missing her a lot... as a fren... though i know she still likes me... im really sorry to have let her wasted a year on me... but how am i ever goin to tell her to give up on me? im dumb... anyway... i miss her... hope to see her again soon...

well, to tell u wat i have been doing lately... i have been attending schl, mapling, dota... and nothing else... i have not been to orchard with frens for more than 3 months already... im living like a hermit u would discribe it... haha its ok for me... i dont look forward to being a regular towner anyway... haha im just a normal next-door home boy boy haha... im decent u know?