sat

went to study with jian qing. omg his study is in terrible situation. so many simple concepts he cannot understand. if i dont help him, i can foresee him failing his o'lvl in due time.

so i forced him to come out to study with me every sat, so i can help him with his weak subjects. i called yao dong to come along too next sat. i know he also nv study at home one.

zzz im feeling like an old man now.

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sun

went k-box with shit kit. the lunch special is from 11am-2pm, $10, lunch package inclusive. its so worth it!!!

we sing until our voice turned coarse( okok, my voice is already coarse, sore throat... i mean dat excessive asserting my voice cords worsened the ailment ). its so sickening, nowadays all the singers are going more high pitch, and make us whom have natural low pitch people suffer!!!

one more thing, the air-con at k-box is really cold!!!!! we were perpectually shiverring in the rooms, our fingers numbed to the cold air.

looking forward to the next k-box trip!!!

i love singing!!! but cant sing... T-T

i caught flu =(

i had started feeling weird since tuesday. my forth throat was infected with virus i think. the dangling thing u have in the throat was all red and swollen and i felt this tingy itch in that area.
i thought that it was most probably due to a heaty body, since i ate quite a lot of deep fried food recently.
but it turned out much worst then i expected.
since wednesday i started to have a running nose, not the gross mucus-dripping type la!!! just constant block nose and i could not breathe smoothly... zzz
now im having a groggy head, and a phlegmy throat, and periodic sneezing

im feeling terrible now, its not going to take my life, but its just irritatingly toiling me

where is my panadol?

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and... 思念是一种病... are you ashamed of your misdeed?

quek u sux la
fuck u
_l_

chao ji bye
kan ni na bei la

ji bye kia
FUCK!!!

Today's physics lesson ended very late. it was supposed to end at 4.30pm but the practical experiment was very difficult and we took longer than we expected to finish it.

i left the school at around 5pm, half an hour later than scheduled.

i headed straight to Ang Mo Kio sports link, to look for my sports shoes.

it didnt take me long to spot this pair. i think it looks nice, on me =)




the cost is $65.50. its quite exp for my affordability, but i thought that its well worth the shoes.

oh no... i have over-spent for this month again.

went out with jian qing and yao dong on sat.

we went to queensway shooping centre as i had wanted to look for sports shoes for my pe lessons. but i did not manage to find a pair that i like. instead, jian qing bought his pair. haha

then we went to marina south for steamboat dinner. we had expected least ppl there since it was drizzling the whole day. but we were wrong, marina south is packed as usual. ppl flowed to the steamboat area like flies swarm to the rubbish dump. every bus was packed with impatient hungry ghosts!!!

so how would i describe this steamboat trip?

its so far my worst cooking experience ever. we were frying the prawns on the hot pan, but we accidentally penetrated the alluminium foil with prawn tail shells. so the hot melted magerine came into direct contact with the flame and caught fire. failure!!!

we went to the arcade next to the steamboat to play dota after dinner. that was really fun!!! though we losed several rounds, we had enjoyed the game much.

on our way back to the mrt station, jian qing realised that he had left his shoes at the steamboat eatery. it was already more than 3hr after we left the place. so he had logically bore no hope that he could by any chance recover the lost new shoes!!! gone with the money!!! unlucky day for him.

really had lots of fun going out with jian qing and yao dong. hope to see them again soon.

my coming week is so fully packed with consultations in the afternoon after school with my various subject tuitors.

on monday im meeting Bernard Wong for help on my computing practicals.
Tuesday im meeting Lynette Poh my econs teacher for some help on econs.
And i still have my Gp and Physics.
i have already spoken to both subject teachers, but they were unable to confirm a time with me as they both have some unfinished business that require prior clarification before they can fix a time slot for my consultation.

this coming week is gonna be so packed. i need a breather.

im now most worried about my computing. i had initially taken up this subject in interest. But as time pass by, the level of difficulty in the subject increases exponentially. im finding it more and more difficult to catch up with the speed of the course. i highly doubt that i will be able to pass this subject in the end of the year promotionaly exams. i seriously need a lot of help in the subject.

btw, i need a pair of sports shoes. my sneakers would slap the floor and make a "plat plat plat" sound when i run with them. they not ideal for sports activities. im kinda broke now, as i had over-spent this month. maybe i will try to squeeze out some time off my packed schedule tml and head down to queensway to buy a pair of cheap sports shoes.

finally, i would like to make a very brief mention to this new album.



"泪" is a typical rock love song. very nice
"适应" is my fav.

just reached home. i had wanted to stay in school for the night study programme until 9pm to do my computing practicals.

but i was the only person in the computing lab. the lab door is using automatic lock. so if i have to go to the toilet or leave the lab for dinner, no one will be inside to open the door for me. therefore i left early at 6.30pm.

im glad that i finished practical 4 today. its so damn difficult. how the hell am i supposed to know anything about reccurring functions when i had slept throughout the lessons teaching functions.

and talking about computing, i have some things to comment on my computing teachers, Mr Bernard Wong.

not to insult him or anything, just a little joke about his chin, his protruding chin.
i keep calling his chin a drawer chin in private haha... cos when he speaks, his chin somewhat moves back and forth of his face like how we open and close a drawer. haha its so bad... just for laughter.. he is not a bad person...

cant stay online for too long, cos i have 3 pieces of work to rush tonight.
6 more questions on functions for maths, a tutorial worksheet on Work, energy and power for physics and some questions on micro-economics for econs.

planning for activities on sat.
im having econs make up lesson in the morning, thinking of going to study after that with agnes and samuela since they have cip in that morning too. Peirou planned a lunch outing for the BWC in the afternoon at Fish n' Co at AMK Hub and im going for it. i spoke to Jian Qing just now. he asked me out to marina bay for steamboat dinner. its been long since i last saw him. when i asked him about his studies, he told me he has just started on his o lvl revision!!! holy crap. o lvl is just 3 months away. so i insisted to meet him out to teach him maths.

there goes my sat itinery:
morning: econs make up lesson
noon: study with agnes and samuela
afternoon: lunch with BWC
evening: steamboat dinner at marina bay
night: study at some Mac with jian qing

what a busy weekend, no time for maple!!!

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had fun chatting with you today. usually im stiffy in front of you, but surprisingly today my humour came back to me and worked magics in our conversation. i enjoys looking at you from your back, i enjoy following you when we walk as a group, i enjoy being your shadow.

i can feel myself gaining more intellegence day by day!!!
hey im getting smarter~~

i have seen through much, and i have learnt vastly from my past setbacks.
im determined to forsake my past and stride on!!!

im can feel it~~ its coming closer~~im one step closer to attaining nirvana!!!



one a second note, under the influence of my reclining human passions...

im so glad that i got to see you today, finally, after days...
you still look so cheerful as always...
i was exhilerated when u actually came to me and innitiated a greeting with me. it may seem as merely an exchange of "hello, long time no see" to many, but to me, its more than enough to accend me beyond the clouds...
however, i maintained my calmness, and returned your greeting with "yo, how you have been?" i cant show more passions than what im supposed to towards another normal friend.
i must not arouse your suspicion, for i would risk losing this threasurous friendship with you.
i look forwards to seeing you again.

being human is stupid

my ironically warped mind.
take me with you pls, my lord.

these few days has been very unproductive for me.
i been going to school, wonderring around since there is no lessons for me, skip lectures, and return home.
seriously i have been wasting my time around in the past week.
i need to buck up in my studies, CA 2 is coming soon. i need to work harder.
my computing result is horrible. there is so much to memorise and understand. but i have hardly ever studied. rubbish.

ok, we installed air-con for the house these 2 days. from now on, every room will be air-conditioned.
But the air-con technician is very stupid, dont understand why he do everything alone. he has no helpers to help him fix the air-cons. as a result, he do everything very slow. 2 days has been spent and yet to complete the job. he will come again tomorro to get on the touch ups.

im tired. things have been going on, so fast pace im not used to it. i need more time to adapt to the changes.

lol, my BWG and S210 outing is gonna crash on sat. im meeting s210 in the afternoon on sat, though i have already promised bwg for a gathering on the same day, time unspecified. lol... missing all of them.

its been days since i last saw u, im missing u, not much, just that little bit, and a little bit more, and a little bit more... when can i get to see u again? i know its soon, but i cant wait to see u again.

so much things i wanna say but i didnt.

im just too lazy to phrase them. its like, only topics that are offensive by nature, controversial, or cynical will arouse my interest to explore the subject in depth. but as i said, such issues are potential landmines, a careless attempt to breach the border may cost me dearly, my credibility, fame, friendship... more horrible outcomes u can imagine.

but im no angel, i love adventures =D

to put it simply, some ppl are just cheap. they made decisions to do things, but are not willing to face the outcomes. they complain, kpkb, blame this 1 blame that 1, as if the world owe them a living and is supposed to be responsible for their plight. they deserve it okay~~

and i did advised them not to do what they did, now reality has proven me right, and that im more thoughtful than u, im smarter than u, u pigheads... u should just be slaughters and cooked to fill hunger... muahaha

stupid u _l_

every moment spent with u is just like celestial illusive surreality. u are my dream.

every smile u make draws a breath out of my chest. im breathless in ur presence.

every inadvertant eye contact with u melts my heart and make me weak in my knees. im defenceless against your penetrating charm.

i enjoyed every second being with u. though we couldnt be together, i still want to be next to ur side. im just a friend to u, but to me, u r my idol, my dream, though my consciousness forbids my wilful heart from yearning for ur fonding and orders me to show my appreciation of you just like a normal friend. im totally infatuating with u...

lets continue to be friends~~

exams are all over now. awaiting results with baited breath.
hope isnt high this time.

i screwed up my Econs and Computing papers.
aweful

i went for a hair cut.
its too short i think zzz

alrite dats about it. been staying home for the past 3 days so nothing special or significant to update.
tata~~