i can feel myself gaining more intellegence day by day!!!
hey im getting smarter~~

i have seen through much, and i have learnt vastly from my past setbacks.
im determined to forsake my past and stride on!!!

im can feel it~~ its coming closer~~im one step closer to attaining nirvana!!!



one a second note, under the influence of my reclining human passions...

im so glad that i got to see you today, finally, after days...
you still look so cheerful as always...
i was exhilerated when u actually came to me and innitiated a greeting with me. it may seem as merely an exchange of "hello, long time no see" to many, but to me, its more than enough to accend me beyond the clouds...
however, i maintained my calmness, and returned your greeting with "yo, how you have been?" i cant show more passions than what im supposed to towards another normal friend.
i must not arouse your suspicion, for i would risk losing this threasurous friendship with you.
i look forwards to seeing you again.

being human is stupid

my ironically warped mind.
take me with you pls, my lord.