Wednesday, October 31, 2007
6:31 PM
horizon
supposed to go book air flight for my cousin today, but end up slacking at home.
i shall make the trip tml.
then these few days suddenly everyone wan jio me go swimming... lol everyone love swimming... me too, but still an amature...
learn to look beyong the horizon, the world exist further than where ur eyes can reach, stretch ur wisdom and extend ur sights to a greater limit.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
11:52 PM
revolution
and i have changed.
ppl do change, im no exception.
we changed, to adapt to environment, so dat we can better position ourselves in our social circles or the society at large.
we need to make changes to ourselves so that we can move on to a broader scope of life.
there is a limit to every way of life can bring you to, so had mine bottle-necked, failing to take me to a greater height.
changes are always good, but ppl are rejective of changes, however uncomfortable, what is necessary has to be done.
changes can happen anytime, in a way u least expected.
sometimes, in the early morning when u wake up in bed, u may suddenly be struck with dis lightning of enlightenment... and ur brain feels clear and u realised that its time for a change...
i will be more assertive, to be more pressing towards my objectives.
and i will be more initiated, the earth wont revolve for me, i need to make my moves 1st to get myself closer to what i want.
and im not as innocent as i was.. i do mean it.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
10:28 PM
bloody hell
got back promotional exam results today.
im promoted.
but 3 of my classmates are retained.
the girls cried, the guys were silent.
we had all wanted to move on the jc2 together as a class, so badly.
and guo wei is expelled, for failing the promotional exam for the 2nd year.
another good friend is leaving me.
no mood to say anymore things.
signing off.
Monday, October 15, 2007
7:02 PM
3... 2... 1...
are u a environmental conservist?
i think that its totally cool with the concept, being a part of the population's effort to conserve the environment.
help to save the world before our resources run out.
it bestows me a sense of pride and honor, and relates me to superheros who save the world.
i feel noble when i tell ppl that i support environmental conservation.
my exams were finally all over, 2 weeks ago, and the results returned were quite positive, meaning that i managed to clear my requirements to promote to jc2 next year.
however, not all of my classmates are as lucky as me. quite a few of them didnt pull off this round, including... zixian, kahui...
really feel very sorry for them, and sad that we may be be able to stay in the same class next year, if our ct dont help to push them up.
hope they get promoted and we can stay together next year.
for now, im trying to find a job, cos my savings are running low, cos of someone, who keep asking me out and drained my savings... zzz
i need to quickly get myself employed and replenish my savings.
jia you
sometimes i find myself contradicting. im not who i am inside as who i claimed myself as, its a tough battle between consciousness and desires. its hard consistently keeping ration over one's animal instinct. u know that u shouldnt do something but ur heart yearns for it, the inner struggle constantly occurs within ones mind and exhaust his energy and erodes his determination.
however tough it is, i strive to persevere and keep to my stand, so as to move myself on to be a better man.
and i should not do anymore kiddish stuff, im already grown up, and i insist that one's emotional and physical maturity should match.
there are too many immatured adults around, and i will not become one of them.
Thursday, October 04, 2007
7:37 PM
relieved!!!
finally all my exams are over!!!
a short review on my performance, i wouldnt be confident to meet the 1 h1 pass and 2 h2 pass criteria to promote to j2 next year.
it wouldnt be a problem to pass my econs and maths, so i now lack a h2 pass. my computing is definitely dead, so im left with only physics. looking at the papers i did, paper 3 was completely messed up, paper 1 already discovered many mistakes right after the exam when we exchanged answer, and paper 2... shall i elaborate on the details?
waaaaa!!! damn it man. nvm i shall not suicide my brain cells worrying about whats gonna happen, rather, let it come if it is to be.
ok, so... i now officially declare myself enter a state of holiday from now on!!!
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u ask me hehe what? why should i tell u?
