been busy working...
work work work

tml is bwg chalet... haha missing them badly
and yh is back to singapore le lol dat asshole so long nv see him le

dean is going to tekong next week, and zk n zw jan, then gj, wd n jh is april...
will try to go out wif them more often b4 they check in
blood brothers for life!!!

i want to go to mars

i want to live there alone and die alone

i have not been doing constuctive work recently.
excessive gaming has taken over my daily itinery.

i need to get a change, cant afford to slack anymore further.
find a job 1st and dovote more time into my studies.

and... clear up some messes in my private life.

too much chaotic emotions running though my head.

flustered, i cant think straight.

fate loves to play tricks on his pawns.

everything is predestined for the desperate one who is nv fated to get what he wants.

u will gape helplessly at ur desired and let it slip through ur fingers.

u r powerless in the presence of destiny.

and god will nv answer ur desperate calls, he will tell u that he cares for u and gives u his fullest mental support.

u are on ur own, the world is out there for the brave ones to venture.

the destination is at large, and the direction is vast, there is no calling voices to guide the lost souls, success chanced upon by those lucky ones, the rest are discarded by fate.

u may choose to rely on ur instincts, which is often proven plainly impulse without foresights, and u land up in the starting point.

u may opt to take the rationale path, but too much composure often alter ur basis and embark u on a road to an end which was not what u had originally wanted, much to regret only when its too late.

fate is always around, and the choices are always in ur hands.
u may decide which path to take, but only fate can decide what u will get in the end.