went out wif classmates on the night of xmas.

had fun =)

agnes, me, douglas, wan xin


agnes, me, debbie

i cant sing i cant sing i cant sing
i wan gain weight i wan gain weight

im restarting, im gonna find back my old self, the very initial me who was still wholesome and innocent.
i dislike myself being so sly and crafty now.

有时，会感到一阵心痛。
不同程度，形态的心痛。
有时，是锥心的刺痛，有时，是漫漫的沉痛，还有时，是悲叹错过的伤痛。

have u experienced it? the pain of having missed some people in ur life.
and once u missed them, they will not come back again, for two paths of destiny will not cross twice.
once the chance is missed, it wont turn back, all that is left behind is regret.

i was watching 黄真伊。
i pity her. destiny arranged her encounter with the faudal lord's son and let them fall in love, and in the end seperated them.

the theme of her 错过 the love of her life set me in this mood of gloomy emotions.

aaaaaaa..... somebody call 911 pls... someone is dying cos of heartpain...

didnt work last weekends.

been working everyday... and i do mean EVERY DAY when i say so, i dont exagerate...
zzz... take a closer look at my eye bags if u still doubt me.

i joined Venture Era last week. its a budding network marketing company, dealing with high-tech healthcare products, including magnetic therapy, water filtration and enhancement system, air filtration system. (all are damn expensive i can tell u, but quality is guaranteed )

the reason i joined Venture Era is not for money, but for the working experience, which will help me in my future career.

and, cant wait to meet Siti and Yismin to watch movie. haha miss them badly, and my beloved s210!!!

nothing much more to talk about
tata

Jiraiya is dead!!!
Damn it!!!

just found out that huiyu play dota too lol
girls rarely play dota one.
next time can play with her haha

gtg for work now. sianz

you and ur tantrums
i dont want to find faults, i dont want to push blames, i dont want to confront.
nobody is at fault.
have it settled peacefully.
u win.
i was right in the 1st place, it takes more than liking to be together.

went to work EARLY in the morning.

waited for others to arrive since i was the 1st to reach the work place.
finally others appeared,
but i saw something that shouldnt have happened,
im so disappointed in u, to think that u were the one to teach me about integrity and honour.

i was unable to concentrate as i had insufficient sleep, so i kept making stupid mistakes. haha silly.

finally was able to knock off at 5pm, but it poured!!!
and bus stop was like 300m away from the lobby, and there was no shelter, AND I DID NOT BRING UNBRELLA, and i was listening to umbrella by scott simon...
and i walked briskly in the rain to my bus stop, wet floor tends to be slippery so i couldnt run.
ya, i had my shower already, on the way to bus stop.
=.="

to make it worst,
i was molested on the bus ( i think so...),
by another guy
wth =.="

i thought i was lucky to be able to find a seat on the bus, in a raining day when buses are usually crowded, especially during peak hour.
but as the bus reached Nhee Ann Poly, a huge crowd of students squeezed onto the bus.
then a shoulder-length hair guy sat next to me, after i promptly moved to the inner seat in courtesy.
i was tired after a long day of work, so i closed my eyes and soon fell asl.
but soon i was woken up.
someone was pushing me.
i looked to me left, its the same guy who sat next to me.
he appeared to be slping too, but more like he was trying to lean on me and slp =.="
he keep lying to me, pushing me to the wall of the bus, and closer and closer!!!
zzzzzz... he keep knocking onto me everytime the bus manoeuvred.
i dont believe he can still slp in dat kind of condition.
i seriously think he was pretending to fall aslp, and purposely lean on me to take advantage of me.
ZZZZZZ wth la
i wanated to tell him off, but i didnt want to make a din out of it, as the bus is afterall a public place.
i dont want to make a fuss, cos i dont want ppl on the bus to look at me.
somemore, i cant be sure if he was really aslp.
if he really was slping, then i would have wronged him, and make things look really ugly for him, and myself.
ZZZZZZ... nvm just treat it as an unlucky day for me.
by the time the bus reached my bus stop, he was like almost completely leaning his upper body against me. =.="
i quickly make gesture to signal to him that im alighting the bus.
and im finally freed from the nightmare.
zzz
zzz
suey ah...

and lastly, im now more affirmed that we dont match.

chalet was fun, i miss bwg

the most precious is what u cant have.
this statement has been proven true times and again, universal constant.
and i have nv forgotten about u

and i dislike scheming ppl, i dont play mind game