i dont want to live too long,
i mean, i dont wish for ripe old age.

im happy enough to live till my 50s and leave dis world.
the thought of myself being a ugly senile old man sends a chill down my spines.
plus, there is nothing to hold back at such old age, why not leave earlier before life turns sour.


life is beautiful,
when u were still young,
dats what i think...

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im so jaded, of everything.
everything.

i cant find the motivation to spur myself on.
im just doing things, which im supposed to, not because i want to.

it makes me all the more appear to be pathetic.

life is technically fair, absolutely discriminating.
i hate it, i hate it.
i once had everything, supposedly.
but before im matured enough to cherish and enjoy it,
its gone before my eye.
and i, in my early childhood, was supposed to face it all by myself,
yes, all by myself, no one was alongside me, to give me support when i needed it the most.
now im grown up, i dont need it anymore.
compare to other more fortunate peers, my future is at large, while they have theirs laid before them to choose.
i need to work hard for my own future. i have to, from scratch.

lets start making each others' day pleasant by being friendly to everyone, including those whom u dont like.

we are human beings, we are a colonial specie, we should not harbour prejudice against each others.
Lets start to make changes to our contaminated mindsets and eliminate discriminations against ppl of different paths from ours.
( except for the fucking principal and vice-principal of nyjc )

can anyone imagine how busy i have been?

i dont even have time for a game of dota.
i love poly. i should have gone there.

went for cip at thiong baru helping old folks clean their room units.
its... dirty, dirty, and dirty.
i can imagine my mum chasing me with a barang if my own room is 1/10 as dirty as their rooms. ( my mum is a clean freak, she can scream at the top of her voice at a small speck of duct on the floor... my good family bringing up )

after dat, went to j8 to find cover for my ipod touch( i love it => ), but to no avail as the apple shop has been replaced by a nokia shop.
on my way exiting j8, i met weipeng.
so we went to the new arcade at j8 for some games.
the new arcade is quite stylish haha...
we played repeated games of basketball dunking haha... quite fun, but im very noob at it.
my highest score was only 280, when his was 786.
lol... not even 1/3 of his... im so ashamed!!!

but nvm, god is fair.
he gave me good look to make up for my inferior talents.
so its a draw between me n weipeng!!!

yeah~~
i received my ipod redemption letter already =)
tml go orchard get my ipod touch!!!

im a happy kid now

im getting my ipod touch!!!

haha i signed up for singtel 3mb broadband plan... and they are giving me a free ipod touch!!! yeah!!!

i cant wait to get my hand on it!!! haha

my new year resolution is very simple:

i will reach 60kg by the end of 2008!!!
我要肥 我要肥

btw, im thinking of buying nokia 5610
dunno nice or not... im quite noob when it comes to IT gadgets =.="