my comp has been down for the past few days. i couldnt identify where the problem lies at.
after being turned on for about 30min, my comp would go into a great depression. it works perfectly fine at start up, but after around 30min, it would suddenly start lagging like mad for no reason. the degreee of laggness is like... i click on start buttom, the whole system would freeze for like 10-20sec before the start menu slowly pops up.


i suspected that it was due to virus attack, could be a malware, trojan horse, spyware, worm... or anything related to virus. so i did a full system virus check with Avira, but nothing was found.
ok... so i turned my suspicion to memory overloading, but a null detection after scanning through the computer processes in task manager proved me wrong.
fine... so i did a storage capacity check and found that i have only 20g out of 160g hardisk memory left. the0retically although it may seem like my hardisk is almost full 20g of space left would more than sufficient to handle system processing, i still decided to delete some unused files to free up more hardisk space to eliminate the odd possibilities. again, the result buffled me.

so, i did a hardisk defragmentation to rearrange my memory bytes to allow faster system processing. still, to no avail.

then there came my last resort, i did a registry check and defragmentation. the registry doctor derected some 200+ error in the registries and corrected the error and later defragmented the registry. now... im just waiting to see it it helps to solve my problem or not. if it really couldnt help me, i really have no choice but to reinstall the whole windows os. dman... screw it man... i would lose all my data in the comp!!!

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anyway, these few days has not been pleasant to me.
i dont know u anymore. who are u? i guess i was right in the first place whem i stereotyped about young ppl nowadays. they do things impulsively. they do things when they feel like doing it. when they feel good about it. when they "FEEL" good about it. and the next minute, when they dont feel good about it, they change their mind and back out of it.
u r not even sure now if u like me or not. how u had elated me when u told me that u like me, now u shattered me in a even greater magnitude.
its like, when u take a ride on the roller coaster, the cabin takes u to the highest point, letting u enjoy some momentary joy, and the next instant, it speeds down to the lowest pit.
cruel isnt it? letting u taste some sweetness and later pawn u in great bitterness.