that is plain bullshit. i couldnt be bothered to come up with a proper heading for this post because im simply too fucking lazy to think of any for such a trivial come-back-entry.

i have been on and off blogging. when i have the mood, i will randomly post something to refresh my blog.

im in aslc now, after 2 months in bslc, only 1 more month away from getting my 3rd sergeant rank. as a commander-to-be, i totally dont feel that im qualified to be one. im not ready for it. with great power comes great responsibilities. i dont think im ready for that kind of weight over my shoulders. im not ready to lead my men of 6. i cant even take good care of myself, and im supposed to handle 6, or 12 if i end up in tekong? 3rd sergeant ong. HOHOHO. sounds great, but not the amount of work that comes with it. maybe its not that im not capable of doing it, rather that im just reluctant. i guess so. nonchalent.

went out with bwg today to celebrate my birthday. brothers!!!

im already 20. no longer a teen. i feel old, i am.

as my msn nick says: misinterpretations. i have missed out and screwed up so many things in my life due to misinterpretations.

right now im missing someone. i will not take any action, i will just continue to miss this special someone. im silly, let me be.

this is the end of this entry. till my next entry, and to end it...

today im proud of sg, tml sg will be proud of me.