my national day wish is to gain weight to at least 65kg before the next national day.
i dont want to be skinny all my life, common god is unfair right?

why some people can like... put on 5kg by just drinking a cup of water, yet for me i cant accumulate any fats after dumping 2 plates of fattening chicken rice a meal.

i tried hard, really hard!!! i put in much more efforts to put on weight than those who struggle to lose weight!!! if they can lose weight, why cant i gain weight???

god is unfair right? that stupid spastic old man who refuses to show me sympathy and grant me my tiny little wish.

the conclusion is: god is never reliable. he is inconsistant, unpredictable, and has no principle of life!!! retarded silly old hag.

i should depend on myself if i ever want to see my double chins!!! isnt it cool? me having double chins? or pot belly? or cellulites on my thighs? cool right?

its a mission-impossible. ( whether u had agreed or disagreed, u r stupid, because it will never happen. i fooled u, u kuku ass... )

for now, what i can do to get myself near my goal, is to eat more fatty food, and continue to pray to that silly old man, hoping that one day he will take pity of me, and give me that satisfying clock-wise tick on that worn-out weighing machine meter hand.

im proud to be me, yet hate to look like me.